There were also a lot of terror attacks happening in Europe around that time and whenever we’d talk about Turkey or Muslims, the teachers would almost always ask me in front of the entire class, what my opinions were on certain terror organizations, what my parents thought of them, what I’d think about certain verses in the Qur’an, what my and my parents political views were and all of these highly inappropriate things. Whenever I’d have a bad grade the teachers would come up to me and tell me, that I might not be able to finish high school and that I should consider alternatives such as apprenticeships to become a male nurse, since “Germany needs those” and that my future in this schools seems hopeless, whereas my other friend who had the worst grades in the class was always told to not be sad and continue going.
I even once had a teacher who openly said that he disliked me because I came from a none Christian family, when I told the coordinator of our school and asked her to put me in another class for that lesson, she told me that she would know this teachers for years and that he’s never been mean to her so she couldn’t believe that he really said that.
She accused me of lying and didn’t want to put me in another class, because it was “too much work”. All of this resulted in me growing up very isolated and in the beginning I used my art to compensate for my loneliness, until they’d make me feel so bad about making art, that I quit doing that until I got a new art teacher in 11th grade.
She was the most amazing human being and teacher, she encouraged me whenever and wherever she could and it is due to her that I became fascinated with art again.
There’s been a lot of influential people in my life. As mentioned earlier, a lot of the adults in my life made me feel bad for creating art, hence why I kind of isolated myself from the rest of the world. I enjoy watching and analyzing people, I enjoy seeing how people, who didn’t grow up isolated from the rest, live and think. I’m inspired by almost every single person I meet.
The most influential people in my life so far however have been both of my parents, my art teacher in 11th and 12th grade and the stories of the Prophets in the Qur’an. My parents are immigrants and went through a lot of hardship, yet they never gave up and continued working at honest jobs and kept their faith and dreams.
My mothers work ethic is unmatched and absolutely unreal, my fathers logical thinking abilities are very admirable. They are the most loving people and I had an amazing upbringing. My art teacher in 11th and 12th grade was the first person to actively support and embrace my own personal art style. Up until then I didn’t think that anything I ever did was any good.
The Prophets stories are absolutely inspiring to me, because they experienced a lot of hatred and backlash from the people, yet they never let that hate ruin their hearts. They didn’t use that hate to have an excuse to be a bad human being or to not improve, instead they remained steadfast and faithful.
I’m not proud of any of my paintings. The more I thought about it, the more I realized that pride is a very ignorant and destructive thing, which subconsciously boosts ignorance. If I start a painting I don’t know how it’ll turn out until it’s finished, hence why it seems pointless to me to take pride in something that is not in my hands.
There’s some paintings which I like more than the others, because of their history, meaning or simply because of the aesthetic. “Think Twice b4 you grab the Phone” is my very first NFT which sold for $1,215, hence why it has a special place in my heart.
I don’t know if I’m in the position to give advice to anyone, since I’m still at the beginning of my career and journey, but one advice I live by is “Life’s what you make it”. If you don’t have enough resources to create physical art, don’t be afraid or ashamed to move on to digital art.
Don’t make the mistake and think that your art is worth less because it’s digital, since there’s this misconception that digital art is easier (which it really isn’t) and thus worth less. Use the resources that you have and make the best out of it and don’t ever focus too much on numbers. The Instagram algorithm for instance isn’t made for artists. In order to be favored by the algorithm one has to post new paintings or pictures every single day, which for artists who paint their paintings without the help of 3D programs or AI is impossible and not healthy in the long run. Back when my engagement was low, I posted every single day and gained a huge amount of followers in a short amount of time. But I did that because I felt like doing it at that time.
Now I have a phase where I like to really spend more time on my recent artworks and post “only” a couple times a week and even though the algorithm doesn’t favor that, I have created some of my all time favorite artworks in the last couple weeks.
Those numbers don’t consider artistic value, hence why it is detrimental to think that the amount of likes says how good of an artist one is or isn’t.
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